Visitor

Sometimes... I have a visitor that demands my attention and disrupts the flow until I stop. In those moments if I can surrender to it, something extraordinary begins to take place and magic happens.

But this is no ordinary guest, it is loud demanding, persistent and it's satisfaction arrives only when I can give in to all it wants, give all of me and surrender
truly
awkwardly
thoughtlessly
messyly
generously
bravely
wantingly
abandonly

Then and only then_Sorrow becomes delicately sweet, breathtakingly exquisite

Anger, oh the troublesome anger, becomes a gorgeous dance of angles and stumps, fire spitting twirles, truth telling howls

The best of all, my favorite_Loneliness_ my juicy soft surrender brings the fulfilling sensation of a union, Eros of oneness, falling in love with a me that I had missed and the tenderness of knowing her.

Grateful to how well my guests know me, how much I'm seen by them. How loved I am.